So I couldn't sleep again last night. The babies are SO active from 930ish until midnightish and I can't breathe and Caden fell out of bed and then I got restless legs - they just jitter and drive me nuts. I don't know a lot of people who have gotten that while pregnant but I had it with Caden too. Then Caden was up at 630. I'm exhausted and I'm starting to remember how horrible I feel when I don't get enough sleep. It is making me feel a little concerned considering I won't be getting any sleep for, oh, probably, a few years. Plus it makes me feel kind of nauseous and dizzy during the day which means I get nothing done and Caden doesn't get to go to the park or do anything else! Poor kid.
The thing I keep thinking about though is how amazing this all is. Sure, physically it's getting kind of tough on me but what did I expect? Hello, three babies inside a 5'0" woman? Not ideal :)
I keep writing stuff about how grateful I am to be having my big family after all these years and how much my family and friends mean to me but it keeps coming out so cheesy and cliche and I erase it. But I want people to know that I am really happy. I'm uncomfortable and stressed out and worried but I'm happy. I'm not unaware of what an incredible life we have and how full of wonderful people. It fills me up.
The sun is shining, my world is full of lots of love and God is taking care of us. (Plus I get to go for a massage today - ahhhh!).
The thing I keep thinking about though is how amazing this all is. Sure, physically it's getting kind of tough on me but what did I expect? Hello, three babies inside a 5'0" woman? Not ideal :)
I keep writing stuff about how grateful I am to be having my big family after all these years and how much my family and friends mean to me but it keeps coming out so cheesy and cliche and I erase it. But I want people to know that I am really happy. I'm uncomfortable and stressed out and worried but I'm happy. I'm not unaware of what an incredible life we have and how full of wonderful people. It fills me up.
The sun is shining, my world is full of lots of love and God is taking care of us. (Plus I get to go for a massage today - ahhhh!).
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